YSaturday, April 29, 2006
ytd we had the track finals.. won gold for 800m and silver for 4x400 relay.. but the feeling still sucks. coz there are people who can win me in 800m juz that they didnt participate, and they aren't realli happy. and the 4x400 relay... sorry team. i've let you all down.. you guys got me the final lead but i spoilt it. im so so sorry... and during the prize presentation, when they were giving out the 5k award, i juz couldnt bear to watch. i should've been up there receiving it. i shouldn't have lost it. it was onli the last lap and i could've gone further by abit more to get the bronze... but nvm its all over now. its time to go for the medal that realli matters, july. (its coming.)
after that went to her concert. it was quite nice i guess. but i finally figured out dat i no longer like her. even when she didnt speak to me, talked to the other guys and stuff, i didnt even feel a thing. and i could tell her off online so freely. "While you asked me to be more understanding, i hope that you could do the same." i guess she mostly cares about herself onli. so why should i still like a girl who doesn't realli care about how im doing. all she knows is dat she's busy and tired, while i guess im not huh. dunno la, its over. time to chiong for more meaningful things in life, medal and studies.
ohya den met randy and bob, returned randy his spikes. seems like he still smokes. haiz, keep telling him to quit it (since his mom ain't so happy for obvious reasons).
Me: "eh you still smoke huh?"
Randy: "hmmm can smell ah?"
Me: "ya.. careful ur mom dun find out."
Randy: "nah, she knows."
Me: "ok. doesn't it affect your running?"
Randy: "yeah it does.."
Me: "dude. is it worth it?"
Randy: "guess not. am slacking off it though."
Me: "good to hear."
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