YFriday, May 12, 2006
its friday... and mother's day is supposed to be on sunday! but celebrated it today anyways. so everyone came over and had fun watching toy story with the rest, felt like it was back in the past... when we were still kids and stuff... now it just feels so... different.
had a quarrel with raymond on our boat this morning. he mentioned:" we might as well end our partnership today, right now." that kind of hurt me, although it sounds realli gay. coz he turned around halfway through our set and started shouting about my strokes... but i was realli putting in the 100%... i juz couldnt grasp enough in that c-stroke... after how many hundreds of them le... we juz kept going off course... dunno la.. oh well i was quite glad we apologised to each other after that. and miss lim taught us a very valuable lesson:" i need you 2 to trust each other. trust that both are putting in the best effort, and don't blame them for any fault, bcoz you might be the one who's doing it wrong." c'mon bitch (our boat's name), we'll get the medal this time.
tmr there's optional training... dharma:" c'mon la laiguang, lets go! can take with me..." T1... its been a long while... not sure if i'll go though, 4th day consecutvely training, but it'd be a good chance to ask miss lim about jerreme's offer. not sure if i can handle it, but i realli want to. i wont let it affect my studies and canoeing. no it wont. but i'll still work hard for it. but if miss lim doesn't allow i won't push for it den. after all raymond isn't too agreeable on it. "ok lor i dun care le. if miss lim agree den u can go!" lol everyone's sure that she won't allow la wth. so sad.
quite sad... failed my first test since block test... F for chem, though i know i didnt put in as much effort as the rest, the feeling juz sucks... anyway juz to remind myself... here are the results so far...
Maths(class test) -A
Maths(stats) - E
Econs(case study) - C
Econs(unemployment essay) - B
Chem(Nmr & thermo) - D
Chem(electrochem) - F
i'm gonna do it... no matter how impossible it sounds...
that 15 seconds... even if i break my legs i'll break that timing first...
Song of the Day.
Blindside - Sleepwalking
PS: sorry im to lazy to upload this song. dun d/l it if u dun have it alr. few ppl appreciate it.
sleep this time tonight...
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in some times of my life...
i juz wanna be left alone...
in others, i wanna know that...
out there, there's someone who cares...
but nobody does.
and although it remains a fact...
i cant let it affect anything.
im going through with this...
im gonna do it.
PS: sorry shir... so so sorry. get well soon.
goodbye.
your blood stains my hands...
and yet there was no regret...
in killing you.
not looking back, and yet not looking ahead.
squidnco held your hands at