YSaturday, May 27, 2006
so much has happened in the past week. so, so much. was blog-hopping and found out alot of people talking about the soccer-match (expected). hmmm. well, i watched it too on thursday. must say that it was quite an emotional match. when i saw mj fighting hard with 10 men against vj after they lost the lead, and yet all proved in vain, i felt a tear in my eye. "eh, you crying ah" "no la eye itchy". its heart-wrenching to see people who've worked so hard for their dreams just to fail in the end, when they had it all going smoothly. something which i hope wont happen to us in the canoeing finals. which brought me to think about something else. soccer finals was viewed by the whole school. and everyone watched everything, from the effort they put in, to the results they achieved. but who would watch us, the canoeing team? who would actually acknowledge our effort, did we train no harder than the soccer team? at the end of the day, the only difference between the periods before and after the finals would be, before finals: teacher says:"dun make canoeing excuse as not doing hw!", after finals:"now no more canoeing study harder". even if we won that medal and team award for mjc, who would actually truly admire us, like the soccer team? we are just a bunch of individuals training so hard for nothing. is that it??? sometimes i really wonder why we train... is it to gain glory and pride for mj? at the end of the day they dun even acknowledge or truly cherish our effort. but no, that shouldn't be the way. i know i shouldn't think this way. but it was just some personal insights. people dun understand our training and why we train, so SHUT UP damnit. k sorrie. wadever.
training these 2 days was highly intense. nothing much to say, 'cept fat whore and the bitch has come a long long way. we've improved tremenduosly, lets not stop here, carry on!
ok shall stop here, carry on tmr. shall rmb ya yun's words of wisdom during training, sounds so logical. "training is time for relaxation, a form of escape from studies" hmmm. i think such mentality works. sounds nicer than other quotes like "only psychos win" anyway. haha.
Song of the Day.
Blink 182 - I wanna fuck a dog in the ass
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