Love is a force of Nature.

eventful day.

arlene woke me up today,
asking me:" eh wad time need to wake up?"
me:" 730"
arlene:" oh okay. btw, now 8.40 you know?"

so i was almost late for the class pic, which i totally forgot about.

onli left 3 more days, and i couldnt resist just being late 1 more time.

so i had a nice acquaintance with crater-face again.

Crater-Face: why late?
Alfie: stomache
Crater-Face: wads wrong with your stomach?
Alfie: shit too much..
Crater-Face: dun lie to me
Alfie: ... lie to you for wad.. im so honest..
Crater-Face: k i believe you ah, don't be late again.

2 more days left. haiz. ok i shall make it a point to be punctual.

today's the last day in the container.

as kia tuo put it:" haiz last day in the container doing tys le.. thank you teachers for all that you've done, really appreciated it"
and although it sounded real sarcastic (maybe its merely bcoz it came from him), i guess part of us do really mean it. after all helping a bunch of monkeys learn integration and stuff like that can't be that easy.

so after school, was supposed to rush home to mug.

instead, went to east coast beach with jialing for a run, while she cycled. we set off at 6.. and all we did was just continue running and cycling relentlessly.. eager to let loose all the stress within us. before we knew it, it was 730, time to head home for dinner.

when we reached home, her parents were just on their way out with jiawen to brisk walk. so i followed them and talked with jiawen the whole way.

so we talked about how we would change our lives, and you know what? I'd change everything.

I'd stop slacking and would've studied harder in primary school.

I'd refrain from joining choir (not that its a bad cca, just not my cup of tea), and picked up some sports cca instead.

I'd have done everything different right from the start.

but i would've still wanted to meet you =)

~love you loads.

squidnco held your hands at 9:04 AM .

demoralised.

squidnco held your hands at 6:44 AM .

today's soo happening..
can hardly keep up with the pace of living.
had 2 tests, got 12/20 for biochem, 2nd test prolly screw up.
badly.

Can't explain all the feelings that you're making me feel
My heart's in overdrive and you're behind the steering wheel

went to gym with some canoeing mates,
fitness is at the bottom of a bottomless pit.
felt happy seeing xuanwei and a few others pass napfa,
so proud of them.
for the rest, like hoting & taoyat, must work hard ya!
no other way.

felt quite powerful at first when i was pacing them.
but after gym went for a 2.4 timing with dharma
reach 3rd round already 3.15.. wth..
and gave up at 5th round...
i dunno why im getting so fucking slow...
ARGHHHHHH~!!!!!!

This night is wild, so calm and dull,
these hearts they race, from self control.

soccer before training was a blast.
first time play with alvin on my team..
we scored 3 disqualified goals (as said by the opposition),
before the opposition scored a goal which they counted..
nothing to say, but good job team, we were clearly the dominating team.

i didnt get the commando/ndu letter.
SIAN.
i hate this fucking country.

The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.

but the more troubling issue now
is whether im still up for the standard chartered marathon.
fitness low like crap, but cant ps my horney bro rite.
zzz...
but he already signed up for half-marathon!
wad jiawen said is true: if wanna sign up, then go for the whole thing la!
but wad jerreme said also not wrong: siao 42.125km you go run urself, die urself.
hahaha but half-marathon is run-able. marathon.. hmmm challenging.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.

lol was talking to dharma and have been thinking
wad cca to take up if i make it to a uni?
canoeing or track wouldnt be a surprise, but i wanna take part in other aspects.
primary school was drama club (i think)
secondary school: choir & AVA club
junior college: H&F & canoeing
hmmm... lol something very different once more would be nice.
i know... library club! or mind games!
haha maybe i'll end up battling ivan in national bridge championships!
wahahhahahas~!!!

My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

was also thinking wad would be nice to be in ns..
follow jiawen and be pt i/c if kena c-spec?
or be commando/ndu if given the chance.
jw mentioned fireman's the highest paid job
1000 basic salary, 1000 danger cost
wonder how true is that
haha but heard snipers & combat medic also not easy..
den follow ivan's dad be tank driver meh??
drive tank one day, wash tank 1 day...
or follow my bro be anti-air..
or go hj's path to become pilot.
then must sign a stupid 12 yr bond.
by the time come out 36 yr old.
cannot do anything bu join SIA?
thanks. boring.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,

squidnco held your hands at 6:51 AM .

its been so long.. sososo long.. and prolly no one's coming back to read anymore. but i still have so much to say and i cant keep it all in my head.

hmm.. just to update things a little.. here's wads been happening: raymond and i came in 5th for national schools t2 canoeing... i screwed up all my tests and really got my FFF... my 5 tests last week got B for econs, O for maths, OOF for chem... and recently i've joined sy,ivan,wee,ming&wen for soccer.. ohya.. bjorn's back and we had a bbq for him. and we also had a great bbq before that for canoeing.. im back with her.. and there are still alot of things bugging me which i cant say..

ndp celebrations tmr! after that got econs lect before a class dota reunion! wahahahs. prolly get trashed.. but who cares. =P

signed, sealed, delivered I'm yours. - stevie wonder.

squidnco held your hands at 6:58 AM .