YFriday, September 01, 2006
I'm reading your note over again
There's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it
"I will love you always and forever."
so its finally time to say goodbye and farewell to my schooling years.. officially ending 12 years? doubt i'll be going to uni anyway. cant make it so had better stop dreaming already.
She had a history of killing herself
I had a habit of dying
I think she gave me something to live for
I guess I helped her pass the time
And I had a vision of seeing things straight
She had the heart of a liar
I never saw her leave me once
She never felt me beside her
It's cruel but she's got a good hold on me
finally i decided to sign up for the marathon with cjw
hope i wont eat shit and die halfway
its 2 days before prom
but who cares, i look like shit anyway
before or after running to death.
loving life for what its worth,
hating it for what its done
life is killing me softly,
and i've lost all notions of thought to voice it all out.
my mouth's missing, my hands are tightly bound,
becoming paralysed in a world where cruelty is normal
sadistic beasts will tear my soul apart.
squidnco held your hands at