Love is a force of Nature.

went to wen's place on sunday,
stayed over and watched manu v liverpool and real vs barca
nice matches, both of them

anyway i've shifted to squidnco.blogspot.com
wont be here in awhile

squidnco held your hands at 2:07 AM .

took lots of photos with lots of people on friday,
farewell assembly sure does well to remind us
that time really does fly by quickly.
taking pics with castorians reminds me of ogl days
which were not too long ago
then there were the pics with some BRUDDERZ
which makes LTC seems like the day before..
then canoeing pics, which make me feel as if,
as if i have been canoeing all my life,
when it has onli been a few months.

people laughed at my photos
esp those which i took with uncle sha and uncle lim.
our 2 loyal security guards who protect our school
my onli 2 frenz in mj who ALWAYS have time for me.
some people think it is a complete joke
but uncle sha and i go quite a long way back
from talking cock about girls,
to talking cock about women,
there isnt much we havent talked about.
but i know that he who has saved my ass many times
will always be a great friend to have.
although he is still realli cheeko, heh =)

anyway, ytd was the last fun day i'll be having
in a longlonglong while.
played soccer in the morning
some testimonial match, haha
then ate seoul garden with the gang at nite
it was 25 freaking dollars
but it was worth every cent
it isnt the food that matters
(esp since i woke up with a stomache)
it was the company that was great
far from having nothing to talk about
we talked about everything there was to talk
and we took some photos dat will always
remind us of the good old days,
days to be missed.

on a less solemn note,
my mom asked me something over lunch today
mom: guess wad we bought!
lg: ...? how am i supposed to guess
mom: something to slim the stomache!
lg: !!! !@$@#$ UZAP AH
mom: eh? how u know
lg: *rolls over floor laughing
mom: not onli that, igallop also
lg: *spills kway chap.

life is interesting.

squidnco held your hands at 12:20 AM .

sick shit.

"i wan my IPOD~!!!"

squidnco held your hands at 7:37 AM .

"she laughs about my dreams but i dream of her laughter"

its finally time to take a break from taking breaks!
so today (monday) will be the day to officially start studying for the A Levels~!!!
Results for Prelims: EOO
disappointed i guess but excited.
if it was so easy then there won't be a challenge.
reminds me of canoeing.
time to be a psycho! =)

past few days were nothing but fun.
celebrated brenda's birthday on wed
it was great fun, back together with e castor ogls
only about 10 turned up but it was still great!
ate sakae buffet, played bowling and a little bit of pool..
aahhhh i hate bowling.

the gang came over on saturday in the morning.
supposed to study but me and wee settle to play xbox.
then went to celebrate brenda's bdae again in the evening
this time with the class
and i wished i could say i enjoyed myself
but perhaps i dun feel so part of e class anymore
they all just seem so distant
i dunno
i cant enjoy the jokes anymore
bastarding ppl, bird watching...
is this pms-ing?
=x
we have drifted..
no, i have drifted.

on a lighter note, today i returned to meyer
my old house
i went about taking back the stuff i wanted
and i saw alot of memorable things
stuff from vs.. choir.. silly but fun things
then i remembered the things the gang talked abt
how we would come out and live together after ns
and i thought how perfect that place would be
after some renovation
MAJOR renovation
we could take away the garden,
put in a street soccer court;
take away the stuff at the back of the living room,
put in a pool table and a mahjong table;
crazy stuff like that i've been thinking
but they're still just dreams.
no money no talk.
and that's something i've ran out of.

today (sunday) i spent watchinig vds
i not stupid 2
i know i'm one of the few dudes in sg
who have yet to watch the film
and i didnt believe ppl who said it was nice
and i laughed at ppl who said they cried
then i realise wad a pussy i was
when i started crying too
thanks ah the father die, the boy wanna buy
the father's time, the boys getting misunderstood..
almost drown my keyboard(watching on comp)

the finale of hungry heart was also a sad one
not to mention abrupt
how i wish there was a hungry heart 2

i also watched Inside Man
didnt hear of it before but my bro said it was nice
so i watched it with him
and i realised that i spend my time with my bro most
when we're sitting down watching tv
i mean he's the onli other guy i know
who enjoys watching cartoons with me all day long.
and he's 25.
so we watched inside man, which mom bought for us last nite
along with munich, syrianna, some discovery singapore thing
and 2 cds, the click 5 and dashboard confessionals
but no time to watch them now, onli time left to study.

Happy Birthday, bbchai.

squidnco held your hands at 9:35 AM .

today was quite a nice closure to the end of prelims
met the gang earli in the morning to go chinatown for dim sum buffet
which supposedly costs only $11

so i met cheif in the morning at bedok
and while waiting for him i bought a 8 days mag
inside got some interview of some triathelete
some FAT singapore triathelete
ok, he may be a bit tall.
but he's freaking 84 kg cann!
wtf.
hmmm thinking back
i wanted to be a triathelete once,
i told weikang
and my dragon bro told me to go for it
but come to think of it,
swimming, cycling AND running
aren't exactly things which i like to do.
oh well.

anyway so we met up at chinatown mrt
and made our way there
unsurprisingly ivan was gonna be damn late
so we ate first

there were alot of funny incidents
we sat at the corner of the restaurant (called yum cha)
then on the table was a mini-menu which stood up on a stand
just like most restaurants
but this was different
it had buttons on top!
order/add water/bill/service/others
it said
then wen cheekily pressed order
suddenly a woman juz came over and dumped 6 stacks of dim sum
on our table which suddenly seemed so small.
even then, wen totally ignored all the dim sum
and focused all his attention on the one thing which was free
PEANUTS.
or so we thought it was.
clearly we were proven wrong at the end of the meal
when we received the bill
we thought it was supposed to be 55 bucks
since there were 5 of us
but then it was 67!
11 each
30c per hankie each
$5 for the water
$6 service charge
and 2 FREAKING bucks for the stupid peanuts.
...
RIPPED off.

anyway
we then literally carried our stomachs to dhoby gaut
via mrt of course
and wanted to go to the adidas shop to play xbox
but it was closed
?!?!?!?!
oh.
it was still 11 and the place opens at 12
so we went to play lan.
and by the time we were done, it was time for dinner!
and it only cost us $9
(it would've only cost 8 if we stuck to one shop)

anyway over dinner
we decided that when we grow up
after wen earns his first million
supposedly when he reaches 24
we would all go out and live together
like a group of gays
but it sounded like a good idea anyway
since we meet up almost everyday
actually dun need the almost
ok since we meet up everyday
hmmm
den we can have our own lan room, xbox room,
snooker room, arcade, street soccer court,
cinematic lounge, one night stand room, etc..
oh what fun it would be.
i juz cant wait.

(the irony of wanting to grow up quick,
then deciding that it was more fun being kids.)

squidnco held your hands at 5:13 AM .

ok, i admit that i've been wasting my time these days.
onli doing a paper a day also hard. zzz.
i've lost contact with my target list, not wise.

She likes me for me
Not because I look like Tyson Beckford
With the charm of Robert Redford
Oozing out my ears
But what she sees
Are my faults and indecisions
My insecure conditions
And the tears upon the pillow that I shed

today was a very funny day
lots of twists and turns
and yet it was a day of fun.

She likes me for me
Not because I sing like Pavarotti
Or because I am such a hottie
I like her for her
Not because she's phat like Cindy Crawford
She has got so much to offer
Why does she waste all her time with me
There must be something there that I don't see

first thing on the list
today supposed to go for consultation
supposed to meet liulian with powerpuff girls.
supposed.
but something happened to buttercup,
occupational hazards
and bubbles overslept,
and who'd deny her rest from crime-fighting
so blossom and i had ms durian all to ourselves
(dun be jealous mushroom mario! =P)

She's been spinning in my head like a revolving door
Her smile is like the sun and my whole world revovles around her
I don't even think she knows how she moves me
I can't explain it but she does something to me
If she ever looked she'd see right through me
And I don't think that I could keep my cool
I could tell her that I want to get to know her
Take her the places that I'd really like to show her

after consultation slacked for awhile in canteen
then saw chai lai angels walk by.
son of chailai told me that he gonna meet brother wen
and i was like "wtf? never ask me!"
so a couple became a threesome.
but suddenly we were hungry and dinoboi needed slippers
so we told wen to meet at tm
and we bought a burger for derrick
which we passed to him 2 hours late, oops.
at bk in csquare i was bored gaying around with dinoboi
so we called son of suan kee to come along.
and so he did
but he didnt want to go to the college of muggers (mjc)
but we convinced him to meet us first anyway
so a threesome became a mahjong group

She likes me for me
Not because I'm tough like Dirty Hairy
Make her laugh just like Jim Carrey
Unlike the Cable Guy
But what she sees
Is that I can't live without her
My arms belong around her
And I'm so glad I found her once again

so we finally got wee to go to mj
studied there, met wank and passed derrick his burger
and we got bored of studying, sth most expected
so we called octopus ming to come.
but he had to hunt some food for his ahma ahgong first
then can go play soccer near his & cloud's house
so a mahjong group became a pw group (according to bbchai)

So you're scared to show your feelings
Baby I do understand
Well I don't make a promise I can't keep
And I vow to be a real good friend

In those big green eyes I see a glow of love
I just hope I'm the one you're dreaming of

then we decided to call ivan down as well
might as well make it a group thing
but some believed he wont turn up
coz he finds anywhere outside serangoon far
and suddenly for god knows wad reason
everyone flared up
but it was a classic comedic moment
and in the end he decided to meet us at ming's place
so a pw group became an official orgy.

and the orgy played soccer with some mats
and lived happily ever after.
the end.

I knew that this moment would come in time
That I'd have to let go and watch you fly
I know you're coming back so why am I dying inside

Are you searching for words that you can't find
Trying to hide your emotions but eyes don't lie
Guess there's no easy way to say goodbye

(after soccer at bedok central)
ruby: eh lets go buy drink la thirsty sia
suankee: go ntuc la
ruby: no cold one
suankee: ntuc le. wad do u think c stand for?
ruby: ?
suankee: cold la then!
ruby: but got n in front, so its Not Cold.
suankee: ... then wad the t stand for
ruby: Not That Cold lor. so dun go buy there pls.
suankee: dun lame la. got u also rite
ruby: ?
suankee: Not That Un Cold la!
ruby: ... also means not that cold rite $#%$#^#

(some classic lame moments... >.<" )

Waiting for someday Believing in someday
Praying for someday, I'll be....
Longing for someday Clinging to someday
Cherishing someday, I'll be....
Thinking of someday Dreaming of someday
Wishing for someday, I'll be....
Living for someday Counting on someday
Knowing that one day....
I will see you

still loving my life and hating it

squidnco held your hands at 9:14 AM .

I'm reading your note over again
There's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it
"I will love you always and forever."

so its finally time to say goodbye and farewell to my schooling years.. officially ending 12 years? doubt i'll be going to uni anyway. cant make it so had better stop dreaming already.

She had a history of killing herself
I had a habit of dying
I think she gave me something to live for
I guess I helped her pass the time

And I had a vision of seeing things straight
She had the heart of a liar
I never saw her leave me once
She never felt me beside her

It's cruel but she's got a good hold on me

finally i decided to sign up for the marathon with cjw
hope i wont eat shit and die halfway
its 2 days before prom
but who cares, i look like shit anyway
before or after running to death.

loving life for what its worth,
hating it for what its done
life is killing me softly,
and i've lost all notions of thought to voice it all out.
my mouth's missing, my hands are tightly bound,
becoming paralysed in a world where cruelty is normal
sadistic beasts will tear my soul apart.

squidnco held your hands at 11:59 PM .